I Am Super Sad

...why can't chocolates or choco oreo donuts make me happy?
...why did Baguio seem different today?
...why can't I just forget about that girl who wants to steal my Karlo?
...why do I have to go back to Manila?
...why does this holiday season has to end?
...why am I still not used to college life?
...please take me back to high school!
...why can't I have super high grades?
...or why am I just not contented with the passing or so-so grades?
...why am I missing you so much?
...please tell me something comforting!
...why didn't I feel the Christmas spirit this year?
...why does this Christmas break has to end soooo soon?
...why can't I just live my life the way I want it to?
...why can't time just fly so fast and make me graduate already!
...I hate EMOs!
...but why do I feel like one?
...at one point in my life, I wanted this so therefore I do not have the right to complain in the first place!
...stupid me!
...I just want to shout at you "R"rrrr!
...just PLEASE! get lost!
...can someone just please cheer me up?
...it will be my hell week when I get back to the university.
...I'm gonna miss my blockmate, Michi. [take care!]
...happy birthday, dear papa! i love you!
...I'm not that li'l girl who used to be problem-free!
...I will turn 18 in about seven months.
...oh! how wish to go back to my childhood days and just think about dolls and cotton candies!
...life was sweeter back then.
...my life is really complicated right now.
...I don't even know why I'm taking up this course.
...not knowing where to end up in the future.
...kept on telling myself, "I can find a job anywhere." 'coz that's what the upperclassmen and alumni told me.
...it is a minute before nine o'clock in the evening.
...bonsoir!