Thursday, July 26, 2007

Go Ateneo!!!

Way to go, Ateneo!!
It was the first game of the Ateneo and La Salle held at the big dome!
Though I wasn't able to watch the game in Araneta, I am quite happy in the end.
It was a good game.
Most of the time, the score is tied.
The score is 80-77.
I watched the game on the big screen TV in the caf up.
I was with my blockmates and all the other Ateneans.
Everyone was cheering and yelling.
Yee!
I could feel the school spirit until now.
Everyone was so supportive.
Long and Tiu, in my opinion, is soo good at playing basketball.
I think I'm starting to fall "in-crush" kay Tiu. =P
Ooops. haha. Crush lang.
Oh well! Tiu has it all.
One description nga sa kanya is:
"Simply Tiu Good"
=D
yee!
He's a cute and rich student-athlete of the Ateneo.
He's popular, you probably know him.
Anyway, for the next blue eagle-green archer game, I will make sure na mapapanood ko na sa Araneta.
Go Ateneo! One BIG fight!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

"THE" Game

Honestly, I feel bad. So bad.
The Ateneo-La Salle game will be on Thursday and they started releasing tickets today.
I heard rumors before that some people camp near the ticket booth just to be the first in line.
I just laughed at it when I heard it and didn't believe.
Today, my roommate and I went to school at around 7 am but my first class starts at 9:30 am.
I saw that the rumor is true!
People actually slept near the door of the covered courts just to be the first in line the next morning!!!
And it actually paid off because they got a good seat for the eagle-archer game.
Hmp.
My roommate and I waited in line until 9:30 am.
I asked my blockmate Brent to wait in line for me and get a ticket but he soon left.
So in the end, I don't have a ticket for the much awaited game of the UAAP 70th Season.
WAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Friday, July 20, 2007

I Chose To Be Blue...So Maybe That's The Reason Why I'm Sad

Today's the day I feel so alone.
I feel like everything is going wrong.
I have almost everything naman.
I'm studying in one of the best universities in the country, I have a supportive and caring family, I have good friends, and Karlo who means a lot to me just as I am to him.
Pero bakit parang nothing's going right.
Something is missing.
I'm not happy with my life.
Maybe I'm suffering from depression.
College is no joke.
College is hard.
If you don't work hard, you won't get anything.
If you work hard enough, you still won't get anything.
And if you work super hard, you only get a fraction of what you deserve.
Hardwork is really needed to survive in the Ateneo.
Ang hirap mag-adjust sa buhay college.
I'm doing my best to survive pero nahihirapan ako, gusto ko ng umiyak.
I feel so alone din.
I'm 5 hours away from home and 7 hours away from Karlo.
I miss my high school friends so much and my high school life, too!
I have high school friends din naman dito sa Manila pero hindi rin naman kami lagi nagkikita.
High school life is way too easy compared to my life right now.
I'm missing it.
If I survive a day in college, accomplishment na yun for me.
And now, I reminisce my old life and cry... trying to remember how much fun I had.
During high school, I can study and have fun at the same time.
Pero now, if you study...study lang. If fun naman, hindi mo masyado enjoy kasi iniisip mo pa rin yung mga schoolwork na dapat mong gawin.
I don't have a good foundation pa for my English and Math classes which makes it even harder for me.
In my old school, I'm one of the smart kids(modesty aside) pero now in my university, I'm one of the clueless students.
Minsan tuloy I wonder...bakit kaya ako pumasa ng Ateneo?
Parang it's impossible eh.
I'm sorry masyado ko yatang dinadown sarili ko.
Pero it's true eh.
Nahihirapan ako.
The transition from high school to college is never easy talaga.
Minsan naiisip ko, sana hindi na lang ako nag-ADMU para hindi mataas expectation nila sa akin.
Nakakahiyang maging drop out ng ateneo.
I will definitely disappoint the people around me if mangyari yun.
I'm studying hard naman eh.
It's just that parang kahit anong gawin ko kulang pa rin.
Dati, I want to graduate with latin honors sa ateneo.
Pero now, all I want is to graduate kahit walang makuhang honors dahil super nahihirapan ako.
Wala naman akong sinisisi sa nangyayari sa akin ngayon.
Maybe masayado lang ako naii-stress sa dami ng ginagawa at iniisip.
Sana sembreak na..
Nakaka-perfect rin naman ako ng quizzes, minsan one mistake. Pero may mga quizzes din ako na 2/5 at 4/10.
Those quizzes make me sad.
Anyway, makakabawi pa naman siguro ako.
I'll really do my best.
I don't want to switch universities.
I have to stay here.
I must stay here.
Though I know it's not going to be easy...God will take care of me.
stressed. depressed. tired.
will I survive?

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Bitter Sweet Weekend

Yay!
It's my 70th post in Blogspot.
Oh well.
I haven't updated my blog for almost two weeks.
I go online everyday but I don't really have time to post an entry.
A lot of things happened lately, particularly last weekend.
I don't want to go into the details because it makes me sad I don't want to talk about it and it makes me so happy I want to keep it to myself.
I saw a lot of people I missed so much and I saw that one person I've been longing to see and spend time with.
Some people got mad at me for going there but some people were happy, too.
I want to thank Anna Moreno for everything.
That's all.
I will go to school in about an hour.
Good morning.
<3

Saturday, July 7, 2007

The Greatest Birthday Presents Ever!

Two of my high school friends, Kimi and Cleo, plus two of my college friends, Anna and Grace, went out with me to Eastwood.
We had a lot of photo ops and also ate yummy ice cream.
I had so much fun with them last July 1 and tomorrow, July 8, we will be seeing each other again.
Just look at the pictures and see how much fun we had.

I love them.

Sexy me! nyahaha. Ang feeling ko talaga. =P

Cleo, Jusz and Kimi with a super duper cute dog.

Kimi and Cleo



July 2, that's my birthday. A lot of things happened.
My roommates and I (together with Anna) ate our dinner at Sandbox and also went to Red Ribbon to eat a slice of cake.
A lot of people greeted me.
Aside from my roommates, Butch was the first one to greet me a "happy birthday" at twelve midnight right on the dot.
My roommates and I waited for my birthday to come and they treated me for a midnight Mcdo snack.
I love them.
I also took a chance on love. It was the best thing that could ever happen to me on my 17th year on planet earth.
I never really thought something like this would happen.
At first, I didn't want to believe him but I still did.
I realized I shouldn't really look for any reason why he loves me.
Knowing that he does and I do is enough for us to be together.
I love Karlo Angelo Fernandez Camagay.
'Nuff said.


Chrissie and Jusz

He is MY KFC!

July 6,2007.

We just spent our friday night at Starbucks and took a lot of pictures once again.

Above: Grace and Chrissie

Jusz and Grace


Model ng Starbucks. nyahahaha =p