Tuesday, August 7, 2007

A Series Of Unfortunate Events

Yeah. Yeah. Blah Blah Blah.
A lot of bad things kept on happening to me at this moment of my life!!
KFC and I are not allowed to see each other anytime we want to because of the distance and also because some people do not allow us.
When I received my math long test result, I saw that I got a 75.5 but then I recount it and it turned out I only got a 65.5.
So that is a 10-point decrease in my score.
We have a project in English and uhm--better not tell it.
My favorite checkered shoes was super wet with the dirty canal water yesterday because of the heavy rain.
My umbrella got broken and my file folder, too!
My papa stopped calling me.
I still don't get along with some of my blockmates and I didn't even get the chance to talk to some of them.
I'm missing kaloi so much but I don't want to keep on texting him or whatever because I don't want to disturb him during his study time or class hours.
Hay, I will trade all my chocolates, an ateneo-lasalle game or whatever just to spend a whole day with him.
A day without thinking about rules, school or things like that.
I want freedom from all the chains of my life.
Things that stop me from doing things which makes me happy.
Really happy.
I value my education.
I'm grateful for all the blessings God gave me but...
...despite all those things, there are still some things missing.
You can never really have everything you want.
And for every thing you get, there is a price to pay.
Thank you to the people who are always there for me...
Elaine, Brent, Grace, Anna Moreno, Aimee, Chrissie and Zzy.

Saturday, August 4, 2007

A Letter

My Peter Parker/veggie pizza/heart<3,

I really want to see you eh pero some things/people just won't let us. I want to be with you before going back to Manila again tomorrow. I want to hug you before I leave or just whatever...see you or touch you. I hate myself. I can't hold back my tears. I was really happy kanina when I was with you. I'm going to miss you so much. I'll be back sa Manila na. I don't look forward to it unlike before na excited pa ako. I have to study hard para wala silang masabi. And ikaw rin ha? I know naman na we're both doing our best. I know wala na talaga tayo magagawa para magkita bukas pero I know na pagdating ko naman sa dorm andun si baby piggy na bigay mo. I just have to hug him at once because I know that baby piggy can comfort me. I love you, my KFC. Sorry nga pala wala pa tayong picture together. Next time na lang, alright? Ingat sa Baguio trip. We just have to see each other again. I love you. Argh! Tears kept on falling. I can't sleep. I love you so much. I'm sorry din if makulit ako sayo. I'm sorry din if I posted it here sa blogspot. I just don't know where to put it. I can't write naman a letter for you kasi hindi ko rin naman mabibigay. And this is super haba if itetext ko lang sayo. Let me know if nabasa mo na ito ha?


Again, I LOVE YOU ... <3