Sunday, April 29, 2007

After A Month...

Today is April 29, 2007.
I'm here to express what I feel right now.
One month ago, my papa went home from Russia.
For a month, we spent time together with my brother.
We went to a lot of places and did things together.
We attented the wedding anniversary of my Papa Joey (uncle) and Mama Myla (aunt), we went to Manila to arrange everything in my dorm, paid for whatever fees we need to pay, we had a foodtrip(jollibee, mcdo, 7eleven), we went to Araneta Coliseum to sleep, we went to the airport, we went to Vigan, we ate our lunch at Goldilock's, we watched Wild Hogs at City Mall, ate our dinner at Chowking, etc.
And now, he left me again...like always.
It's not that he wants to leave me here.
It's just that, he must.
He works abroad.
I know he wants us to be with him in Canada but my mama won't allow us.
For almost 17 years, I've been living this way.
Living alone...alone meaning without a parent by my side.
My parents separated when I was 6 or 7 years old.
My mama's in Manila, my papa's not living here in the Philippines.
Sometimes, my papa's in Singapore, Russia, Korea, Canada, etc.
He can go anywhere because of his job.
And I'm left here in my granparents' house with my tita, tito, cousins and sometimes with my grandparents (if they're not in San Diego).
It's not that I'm complaining or something...It's just that I'm sad.
Maybe I'm used being left alone but I really don't know why I'm feeling sad.
After a month, ako naman ang aalis.
I'll be leaving Calasiao and Dagupan.
I have to start a new life away from my home, away from my family, away from my friends, away from people I know and love.
Soon...I'll be alone.
:(
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Seniors 2007 is already a graduate from high school for a month.
I just can't explain how I feel.
It feels weird thinking that I won't be going to the same school by June.
There's a funny feeling inside me thinking that I won't see the same people when classes start.
It's funny how I pretend I'm happy and excited to be in college.
Sure! I will be studying in my dream school but is this what I really want?
I know that there are perks in being in Ateneo.
A chance to meet new people and gain experiences.
A chance to live in a different place alone.
A chance to be different from the person I am way back in high school, meaning I get to change some of the bad characteristics I possess and turn over into a new leaf.
A chance to forget about the bad things that had happen during my high school days.
A chance to start a new life (and maybe a new me).
Well, I guess it's a nice idea.
Change is such a big word, though.
The result of change may either be good or bad.
In order for me to have these kind of changes in my life, I need to sacrifice some things.
Things I love.
Things I am used to have by my side.
Like the daily routine I had when I was still in high school
Gone were the days when we were reading the exciting stories of Ibong Adarna, Florante at Laura, Crisostomo Ibarra, Maria Clara and other characters we've met in Filipino.
Gone were the days when we enjoyed meeting the different gods and goddesses, epic heroes, Julius Caesar, Macbeth, Romeo and Juliet, Little Women and Little Men, Robert Langdon and Sophie Neveu of Da Vinci Code in Literature.
Gone were the days when we were struggling to memorize the different terms in Earth Science and Biology, Periodic Table in Chemistry, terms and formulas in Physics.
Gone were the days when we were hard up tackling the mindbleeding problems in Basic Math, Algebra, Geometry, Statistics, Business Math, Trigonometry, College Algebra and Calculus.
Gone were the days when we were cooking, sewing, and doing other arts and crafts in HE.
Gone were the days when we were analyzing how to draw our seatworks, quizzes and exams of Mr. Revota's Drawing class.
Gone were the days when we were memorizing different terms in sports and less application in PE.
Gone were the days when we were agonozing on how to write the perfect sentence/article/story/essay/term paper in Grammar, Journalism, Research and Creative Writing.
Gone were the days when we were singing and studying different musical instruments/composers/singers in Music.
Gone were the days of Microsoft Powerpoint, HTML, and Typing Lessons in Computer class.
Gone were the days when we met the Spaniards in Philippine History, when we learned yoga and tai chi in Asian History, when we learned more about world history in third year, and how the government works in Economics.
Gone were the days when we realized how God loves us and how he wants us to live life the way he did in Values.
Gone were the days learning about the different diseases and cures in Health.
Gone were the kulitan, tambayan and kwentuhan after class.
Gone were the "cheese"misan in the classroom.
Gone were the tiring cheering practices and yet we didn't even end up as champions not even in our Senior year (though, I know we did our best).
Gone were the days of prom practices and the kilig event itself---the prom.
Gone were the fun-filled field trips, great christmas parties, cool pep week and boring student assemblies.
Gone were the days of spiritual renewal during recollections and retreat.
Gone were the awayan, tawanan, kopyahan, asaran, and iyakan.
Everything is gone.
For college will be a lot more exhausting, more stressful, and more serious.
I can't be pa-easy easy lang.
High school is waaaay different from college.
Hindi ko na siguro afford ang mag-mall during hell week.
Unlike high school, kaya ko pangmaka-perfect ng exam kahit na nasa mall ako with friends the day before.
More responsibilities pa sa college since I should be taking care of myself na.
No one to prepare my breakfast and baon during schooldays.
No more tita to take care of my needs especially when I am sick.
I guess it will be a goodbye to everything and everyone I love.
But this I tell you----goodbye doesn't mean we won't meet again. It also doesn't mean forever.
Goodbye as always means "until we meet again".
.zsuj.

Friday, April 27, 2007

Life Is A Little Bit Twisted Ain't It?

Cleophine fetched me at our house and went to ESDC to get our diplomas and graduation pictures.
Wisdom people should have their reunion but only six wisedumbs showed up (including me).
We should be at school by 9 am but only Cleo and I were there at the shed of ESDC by that time.
While we were waiting, Sev arrived so we asked him to be with us while waiting for the others.
Kimi arrived at around 10 am, followed by Karlo after an hour.
We got our diplomas and grad pics before leaving the school.
Aww. I miss Ms. Calicdan.
She was the one who gave our grad pics.
We had a little chit-chat and left afterwards.
Karlo bought an ESDC envelope for each of us.
Thanks nga pala.
Karlo and Sev paid for our CSI Lucao jeepney fair, too!
Thanks again.
At Mcdo,
I ordered: burger+ Mcfloat
Cleophine: Mcfloat
Severino: Mcfloat.
We ate at the foodcourt.
Cheese dito. Cheese doon.
Bonding time.
Sometimes, when the topic is USTe, I can't relate ( I think even Kaloi can't).
Well, with a 3:1:1 ratio, I can't relate talaga!
3 Tigers
1 Eagle
1 SLU
We texted Justine Bianan and Ronellyn if they would still go to the mall but they weren't replying to us.
So we thought they won't come.
We decided to go to Kimi's house.
We had cookies and cream ice treat + juice + water for our merienda.
We watched ---- uhm, I forgot the title of the movie.
hehe.
Basta, I was kind of bored with the movie.
I was sleepy nga eh.
So, ayun.
But I did have my own movie to watch.
Kimi and Cleo knows what that movie was.
*wink*
Sumunod din sina Bianan at Ronellyn.
Nauna umalis sina Kaloi at Sev.
We watched a little bit of the Material Girls and left Kimi's house (plus our diploma) at around 5 pm, I think?
I had fun.
Yeah!
I thought I will leave Calasiao and Dagupan without seeing them once again.
I thought the last time I will ever see them was during our graduation.
But God is good.
I am happy and sad at the same time.
Alyssa's quote explains it well:
"It's so damn hard to deal with emotions when you want to touch someone but you can't.
There's nothing you can do about it. No matter how hard you try to distract yourself, how you try to smile and laugh it out, it still comes to that point where you find yourself alone in your room. "
Forgive me.
My life is twisted.
.zsuj.

Thursday, April 26, 2007

It's All About Being Pinoy

I surfed the net and compiled articles about Filipinos and/or the Philippines. I don't know. I just feel like doing it. Maybe it's a way for me to show how much I love the Philippines and it's people. It's the least thing I can do for now since I can't vote yet. Read on....

Noypits ka ba?
Sabi MO , ang gobyerno natin ay palpak.
Sabi MO , ang mga batas natin ay sinauna.
Sabi MO , ang lokal na pamahalaan natin ay hindi
maganda ang pagkolekta ng basura at ang paglilinis ng
mga lugar.
Sabi MO , hindi gumagana ang mga telepono, katatawanan
ang kalagayan ng trapiko, at hindi nakakarating sa
paroroonan ang mga sulat.
Sabi MO , parang nasadlak sa basura ang ating buong
bansa.
Sabi Mo , sabi MO, sabi MO.

E ano'ng ginagawa mo tungkol dito?

Kumuha ka ng isang taong papunta sa Singapore . Bigyan
mo sya ng pangalan, yung sa IYO. Bigyan MO sya ng
mukha, yung sa IYO. Lumabas KA sa airport nang
pinakamatino mong sarili na maipagmamalaki sa mundo..

Sa Singapore Hindi KA nagtatapon ng upos ng sigarilyo
sa kalye. Ipinagmamalaki MO ang magaganda nilang
underpass. Nagbabayad KA ng mga 60 pesos para
makapagmaneho sa Orchard Road (parang EDSA) mula alas
5 hanggang alas 8 ng gabi. Bumalik KA sa parking lot
para bayaran ang parking tiket mo kung napasobra ka ng
oras sa shopping o sa pagkain sa isang restaurant. Sa
Singapore , wala KAng sinasabi, meron ba?

Hindi MO susubukang kumain sa lantad kapag Ramadan sa
Dubai .
Hindi MO susubukang lumabas ng bahay na walang takip
ang mukha sa Jeddah.
Hindi MO susubukang lagyan ang isang empleyado ng
kumpanya ng telepono sa London para mapunta sa ibang
tao ang mga long distance na tawag mo.

Hindi MO susubukang lumampas ng 90 kilometers per hour
sa Washington, at saka sasabihin sa pulis "Alam mo
kung sino ako?"

Bakit di MO subukang dumura o magtapon ng upos ng
sigarilyo o balat ng kendi sa mga kalye sa Tokyo ?

Bakit hindi MO subukang bumili ng pekeng mga papeles
sa Boston tulad ng ginagawa sa Recto?

Pinag-uusapan pa rin natin IKAW.

IKAW na gumagalang at sumusunod sa patakarang banyaga
sa ibang bansa pero hindi makasunod sa sarili mong
lugar.

IKAW na tapon ng tapon sa kalye pagtuntong mo pa lang
sa lupa.

Kung IKAW ay nakikisalamuha at pumupuri ng systema sa
bansang banyaga, bakit hindi KA maging ganyan sa
Pilipinas?

Minsan sa isang panayam, ang dating Subic
Administrator na si Gordon ay may katwiran ng sinabi
nyang "Ang mga aso ng mayayaman ay pinalalakad at
pinadudumi ng may-ari sa kalye, tapos sila mismo ang
pumupuna sa may katungkulan sa kapalpakan sa
paglilinis ng mga kalye. Ano ang gusto nilang gawin ng
mga may katungkulan? Magwalis tuwing makakaramdam ng
hindi maganda sa tiyan ang kanilang alaga?"

Sa America , bawat may-ari ng alaga ay dapat maglinis
matapos ang pagdumi ng aso. Ganuon din sa Japan .

Gagawin ba ng mga Pilipino yun dito? Tama sya.

Pumupunta tayo sa botohan para pumili ng gobyerno at
pagkatapos nuon ay tinatanggal na natin sa sarili ang
responsibilidad. Uupo tayo sa isang tabi at
paghihintay ng pagkalinga at umaasa na gagawin ng
gobyerno ang lahat habang wala tayong iniaalay.

Umaasa tayo sa pamahalaan na maglinis, ngunit hindi
naman tayo titigil sa pagtatapon ng basura sa kung
saan-saan, at ni hindi tayo pupulot ng anumang piraso
ng papel para itapon sa basurahan.

Pagdating sa mga panlipunang talakayin tulad nang
hindi pagiging tapat sa kasal, sa mga dalagang ina, sa
pagtatalik ng walang basbas ng kasal, at iba pa,
maingay tayong nagpoprotesta ngunit patuloy naman
nating ginagawa ang mga ito.

Sa sandaling tayo ay mangulila kapag nasa labas tayo
ng bansa, naghahanap tayo ng aliw sa iba, kadalasan sa
kapwa rin natin Pilipino, na hindi natin iniisip ang
ating katungkulan na ating sinumpaan sa ating pamilya
nuong narito pa tayo.

Tapos sinisisi natin ang pamahalaan kapag nakikita
natin ang karahasan sa kabataan, pagkagumon sa bawal
na gamot, at iba pa, samantalang sinimulan natin
ito sa hindi pagpansin sa pangangailangan ng ating mga
anak ng tunay na pag-gabay at responsibilidad ng isang
magulang.

Ang sabi natin, "Ang buong sistema ang kailangang
magbago. Ano ang magagawa kung ako lang ang
magpapabago sa aking pamilya?"

E sino ang magbabago ng sistema?

Ano ba ang mga sankap ng sistema? Napakaginhawa sa
atin na ang sistema ay binubuo ng ating mga
kapitbahay, mga ibang tahanan, ibang syudad, ibang
komunidad, at ang pamahalaan. Pero hindi kasama IKAW
at AKO. Pagdating sa ating pagkakaroon ng positibong
handog sa sistema, ikinakandado natin ang sarili, pati
na ang ating pamilya sa loob ng isang ligtas na pugad
at tumatanaw na lang tayo sa malayong mga lugar at
bansa at naghihintay ng isang Mr. Clean na dumating at
maghatid na mga himala.

O lumilikas tayo. Parang mga tamad na duwag na hindi
pinatatahimik ng ating mga takot, tumatakbo tayo sa
Amerika upang makisalo sa kanilang luwalhati at
purihin sa kanilang sistema. Pero pag naging
masalimuot sa New York tatakbo tayo sa Japan o
Hongkong. Pag nagkahirapan ang paghanap ng trabaho sa
Hongkong, sakay agad tayo sa susunod na eroplano
patungong Gitnang Silangan. Pag may digmaan sa Gulf,
inaasahan nating masagip at mapauwi ng Gobyernong
Pilipino.

Lahat ay handang umabuso at gumahasa sa bansa. Walang
nag-iisip na handugan ang sistema. Ang konsyensya
natin ay nakasanla sa pera. Mga mahal kong kababayan,
ang sulating ito ay matinding nakakakislot ng isipan,
nangangailangan ng maraming pagmumuni-muni, at
tumutusok din sa konsyensya. Medyo inuulit ko lang
ayon sa ating salita ang mga salita ni John
..F.Kennedy sa kanyang kabansa upang maitugma sa ating
mga Pilipino:

"Itanong natin kung ano ang magagawa natin sa ating
bansang Pilipinas at gawin ang nararapat upang ang
Pilipinas ay maging tulad ng Amerika at ibang
kanlurang bansa ngayon."

Gawin natin kung ano ang kailangan ng Pilipinas sa
atin. Ipasa ito sa lahat ng Pilipino.


100 VERY PINOY THINGS


1. Merienda. Where else but in the Philippinesis it normal to eat five times a day?

2. Sawsawan. Assorted sauces that guarantee freedom of choice, enough room for experimentation and maximum tolerance for diverse tastes. Favorites: toyo't calamansi, suka at sili, patis.

3. Kuwan (Kwan), ano. At a loss for words? Try these and marvel at how Pinoys understand exactly what you want.

4. Pinoy humour and irreverence. If you're api and you know it, crack a joke. Nothing personal, really.

5. Tingi. Thank goodness for small entrepreneurs. Where else can we buy cigarettes, soap, condiments and life's essentials in small affordable amounts?

6. Spirituality. Even before the Spaniards came, ethnic tribes had their own anitos, bathalas and assorted deities, pointing to a strong relationship with the Creator, who or whatever it may be.

7. Po, opo, mano po. Speech suffixes that define courtesy, deference, filial respect--a balm to the spirit in these aggressive times.

8. Pasalubong. Our way of sharing the vicarious thrills and delights of a trip, and a wonderful excuse to shop without the customary guilt.

9. Beaches! With 7000 plus islands, we have miles and miles of shoreline piled high with fine white sand, lapped by warm waters, and nibbled by exotic tropical fish. From the stormy seas of Batanes to the emerald isles of Palawan--over here, life is truly a beach.

10. Bagoong. Darkly mysterious, this smelly fish or shrimp paste typifies the underlying theme of most ethnic foods: disgustingly unhygienic, unbearably stinky and simply irresistible.

11. Bayanihan. Yes, the internationally-renowned dance company, but also this habit of pitching in still common in small communities. Just have that cold beer and some pulutan ready for the troops.

12. The Balikbayan box. Another way of sharing life's bounty, no matter if it seems like we're fleeing Pol Pot everytime we head home from anywhere in the globe. The most wonderful part is that, more often than not, the contents are carted home to be distributed.

13. Pilipino komiks. Not to mention "Hiwaga," "Aliwan," "Tagalog Classics," "Liwayway" and "Bulaklak" magazines. Pulpy publications that gave us Darna, Facifica Falayfay, Lagalag, Kulafu, Kenkoy, Dyesebel, characters of a time both innocent and worldly.

14. Folk songs. They come unbidden and spring, full blown, like a second language, at the slightest nudge from the too-loud stereo of a passing jeepney or tricycle.

15. Fiesta. Eat, drink and be merry, for tomorrow is just another day, shrugs the poor man who, once a year, honors a patron saint with this sumptuous, no-holds-barred spread. It's a Pinoy celebration at its pious and riotous best.

16. Aswang, manananggal, kapre. The whole underworld of Filipino lower class mythology recalls our uniquely bizarre childhood, that is, before political correctness kicked in. Still, their rich adventures pepper our storytelling.

17. Jeepneys. Colorful, fast, reckless, a vehicle of postwar Pinoy ingenuity, this Everyman's communal cadillac makes for a cheap, interesting ride. If the driver's a daredevil (as they usually are), hang on to your seat.

18. Dinuguan. Blood stew, a bloodcurdling idea, until you try it with puto. Best when mined with jalapeno peppers. Messy but delicious.

19. Santacruzan. More than just a beauty contest, this one has religious overtones, a tableau of St. Helena's and Constantine's search for the Cross that seamlessly blends piety, pageantry and ritual. Plus, it's the perfect excuse to show off the prettiest ladies--and the most beautiful gowns.

20. Balut. Unhatched duck's embryo, another unspeakable ethnic food to outsiders, but oh, to indulge in guilty pleasures! Sprinkle some salt and suck out that soup, with gusto.

21. Pakidala or padala. A personalized door-to-door remittance and delivery system for overseas Filipino workers who don't trust the banking system, and who expect a family update from the courier, as well.

22. Choc-nut. Crumbly peanut chocolate bars that defined childhood ecstasy before M & M's and Hershey's.

23. Kamayan style. To eat with one's hand and eschew spoon, fork and table manners--ah, heaven.

24. Chicharon. Pork, fish or chicken crackling. There is in the crunch a hint of the extravagant, the decadent and the pedestrian. Perfect with vinegar, sublime with beer.

25. Pinoy hospitality. Just about everyone gets a hearty "Kain tayo!" invitation to break bread with whoever has food to share, no matter how skimpy or austere it is.

26. Adobo, kare-kare, sinigang and other lutong bahay stuff. Home-cooked meals that have the stamp of approval from several generations, who swear by closely-guarded cooking secrets and family recipes.

27. Lola Basyang. The voice one heard spinning tales over the radio, before movies and television curtailed imagination and defined grown-up tastes.

28. Pambahay. Home is where one can let it all hang out, where clothes do not make a man or woman but rather define their level of comfort.

29. Tricycle and trisikad, the poor Pinoy's taxicab that delivers you at your doorstep for as little as P3, with a complimentary dusting of polluted air.

30. Dirty ice cream. Very Pinoy flavors that make up for the risk: munggo, langka, ube, mais, keso, macapuno. Plus there's the colorful cart that recalls jeepney art.

31. Yayas. The trusted Filipino nanny who, ironically, has become a major Philippine export as overseas contract workers. A good one is almost like a surrogate parent--if you don't mind the accent and the predilection for afternoon soap and movie stars.

32. Sarsi. Pinoy root beer, the enduring taste of childhood. Our grandfathers had them with an egg beaten in.

33. Pinoy fruits. Atis, guyabano, chesa, mabolo, lanzones, durian, langka, makopa, dalanghita, siniguelas, suha, chico, papaya, singkamas--the possibilities are endless!

34. Filipino celebrities. Movie stars, broadcasters, beauty queens, public officials, all-around controversial figures: Aurora Pijuan, Cardinal Sin, Carlos P. Romulo, Charito Solis, Cory Aquino, Emilio Aguinaldo, the Eraserheads, Fidel V. Ramos, Francis Magalona, Gloria Diaz, Manuel L. Quezon, Margie Moran, Melanie Marquez, Monsour del Rosario, Ninoy Aquino, Nora Aunor, Vilma Santos, Pitoy Moreno, Ramon Magsysay, Richard Gomez, San Lorenzo Ruiz, Sharon Cuneta, Gemma Cruz, Erap, Tiya Dely, Mel and Jay, Gary V.

35. World class Pinoys who put us on the global map: Lea Salonga, Paeng Nepomuceno, Eugene Torre, Luisito Espinosa, Lydia de Vega-Mercado, Jocelyn Enriquez, Elma Muros, Onyok Velasco, Efren "Bata" Reyes, Lilia Calderon-Clemente, Loida Nicolas-Lewis, Josie Natori.

36. Pinoy tastes. A dietitian's nightmare: too sweet, too salty, too fatty, as in burong talangka, itlog na maalat, crab fat (aligue), bokayo, kutchinta, sapin-sapin, halo-halo, pastilyas, palitaw, pulburon, longganisa, tuyo, ensaymada, ube haleya, sweetened macapuno and garbanzos. Remember, we're the guys who put sugar & franks (horrors) in our spaghetti sauce. Yum!

37. The sights. Banaue Rice Terraces, Boracay, Bohol's Chocolate Hills, Corregidor Island, Fort Santiago, the Hundred Islands, the Las Pinas Bamboo Organ, Rizal Park, Mt. Banahaw, Mayon Volcano, Taal Volcano. A land of contrasts and ever-changing landscapes.

38. Gayuma, agimat and anting-anting. Love potions and amulets. How the socially-disadvantaged Pinoy copes.

39. Barangay Ginebra, Jaworski, PBA, MBA and basketball. How the vertically-challenged Pinoy compensates, via a national sports obsession that reduces fans to tears and fistfights.

40. People Power at EDSA. When everyone became a hero and changed Philippine history overnight.

41. San Miguel Beer and pulutan. "Isa pa nga!" and the Philippines' most popular, world-renowned beer goes well with peanuts, corniks, tapa, chicharon, usa, barbecue, sisig, and all manner of spicy, crunchy and cholesterol-rich chasers.

42. Resiliency. We've survived 400 years of Spanish rule, the US bases, Marcos, the 1990 earthquake, lahar, lambada, Robin Padilla, and Tamagochi. We survived Erap.

43. Yoyo. Truly Filipino in origin, this hunting tool, weapon, toy and merchandising vehicle remains the best way to "walk the dog" and "rock the baby," using just a piece of string. 44. Pinoy games: Pabitin, palosebo, basagan ng palayok. A few basic rules make individual cunning and persistence a premium, and guarantee a good time for all.

45. Ninoy Aquino. For saying that "the Filipino is worth dying for,'' and proving it.

46. Balagtasan. The verbal joust that brings out rhyme, reason and passion on a public stage.

47. Tabo. All-powerful, ever-useful, hygienically-triumphant device to scoop water out of a bucket and help the true Pinoy answer nature's call. Helps maintain our famously stringent toilet habits.

48. Pandesal. Despite its shrinking size, still a good buy. Goes well with any filling, best when hot.

49. Jollibee. Truly Pinoy in taste and sensibility, and a corporate icon that we can be quite proud of. Do you know that it's invaded the Middle East as well?

50. The butanding, the dolphins and other creatures in our blessed waters. They're Pinoys, too, and they're here to stay. Now if some folks would just stop turning them into daing.

51. Pakikisama. It's what makes people stay longer at parties, have another drink, join pals in sickness and health. You can get dead drunk and still make it home.

52. Sing-a-long. Filipinos love to sing, and thank God a lot of us do it well! 53. Kayumanggi. Neither pale nor dark, our skin tone is beautifully healthy, the color of a rich earth or a mahogany tree growing towards the sun.

54. Hand-woven cloth and native weaves. Colorful, environment-friendly alternatives to polyester that feature skillful workmanship and a rich indigenous culture behind every thread. From the pinukpok of the north to the malong of the south, it's the fiber of who we are.

55. Movies. Still the cheapest form of entertainment, especially if you watch the same movie several times.

56. Bahala na. We cope with uncertainty by embracing it, and are thus enabled to play life by ear.

57. Papaitan. An offal stew flavored with bile, admittedly an acquired taste, but pointing to our national ability to acquire a taste for almost anything. 58. English. Whether carabao or Arr-neoww-accented, it doubles our chances in the global marketplace. 59. The Press. Irresponsible, sensational, often inaccurate, but still the liveliest in Asia. Otherwise, we'd all be glued to TV.

60. Divisoria. Smelly, crowded, a pickpocket's paradise, but you can get anything here, often at rock-bottom prices. The sensory overload is a bonus.

61. Barong Tagalog. Enables men to look formal and dignified without having to strangle themselves with a necktie. Worn well, it makes any ordinary Juan look marvelously makisig (good-looking).

62. Filipinas. They make the best friends, lovers, and wives. Too bad they can't say the same for Filipinos.

63. Filipinos. So maybe they're bolero and macho with an occasional streak of generic infidelity; they do know how to make a woman feel like one.

64. Catholicism. What fun would sin be without guilt? Jesus Christ is firmly planted on Philippine soil.

65. Dolphy. Our favorite, ultra-durable comedian gives the beleaguered Pinoy everyman an odd dignity, even in drag.

66. Style. Something we often prefer over substance. But every Filipino claims it as a birthright.

67. Bad taste. Clear plastic covers on the vinyl-upholstered sofa, posters of poker-playing dogs masquerading as art, over-accessorized jeepneys and altars--the list is endless, and wealth only seems to magnify it.

68. Mangoes. Crisp and tart, or lusciously ripe, they evoke memories of family outings and endless sunshine in a heart-shaped package.

69. Unbridled optimism. Why we rank so low on the suicide scale.

70. Street food. Barbecue, lugaw, banana-cue, fishballs, IUD (chicken entrails), adidas (chicken feet), warm taho. Forget hepatitis; here's cheap, tasty food with gritty ambience.

71. The siesta. Snoozing in the middle of the day is smart, not lazy.

72. Honorifics and courteous titles: Kuya, ate, diko, ditse, ineng, totoy, Ingkong, Aling, Mang, etc. No exact English translation, but these words connote respect, deference and the value placed on kinship.

73. Heroes and people who stood up for truth and freedom. Lapu-lapu started it all, and other heroes and revolutionaries followed: Diego Silang, Macario Sakay, Jose Rizal, Andres Bonifacio, Apolinario Mabini, Melchora Aquino, Gregorio del Pilar, Gabriela Silang, Miguel Malvar, Francisco Balagtas, Juan Luna, Marcelo H. del Pilar, Panday Pira, Emilio Jacinto, Raha Suliman, Antonio Luna, Gomburza, Emilio Aguinaldo, the heroes of Bataan and Corregidor, Pepe Diokno, Satur Ocampo, Dean Armando alay, Evelio Javier, Ninoy Aquino, Lola Rosa and other comfort women ho spoke up, honest cabbie Emilio Advincula, Rona Mahilum, the women lawyers who didn't let Jalosjos get away with rape.

74. Flora and fauna. The sea cow (dugong), the tarsier, calamian deer, bearcat, Philippine eagle, sampaguita, ilang-ilang, camia, pandan, the creatures that make our archipelago unique.

75. Pilipino songs, OPM and composers. "Ama Namin," "Lupang Hinirang," "Gaano Ko Ikaw Kamahal," "Ngayon at Kailanman," "Anak," "Handog,""Hindi Kita Malilimutan," "Ang Pasko ay Sumapit"; Ryan Cayabyab, George Canseco, Restie Umali, Levi Celerio, Manuel Francisco, Freddie Aguilar, and Florante--living examples of our musical gift.

76. Metro Aides. They started out as Imelda Marcos' groupies, but have gallantly proven their worth. Against all odds, they continuously prove that cleanliness is next to godliness--especially when those darned political candidates' posters have to be scraped off the face of Manila!

77. Sari-sari store. There's one in every corner, offering everything from bananas and floor wax to Band-Aid and bakya.

78. Philippine National Red Cross. PAWS. Caritas. Fund drives. They help us help each other.

79. Favorite TV shows through the years: "Tawag ng Tanghalan," "John and Marsha," "Champoy," "Ryan, Ryan Musikahan," "Kuwarta o Kahon," "Public Forum/Lives," "Student Canteen," "Eat Bulaga." In the age of inane variety shows, they have redeemed Philippine television.

80. Quirks of language that can drive crazy any tourist listening in: "Bababa ba?" "Bababa!"

81. "Sayang!" "Naman!" "Kadiri!" "Ano ba!?" "pala." Expressions that defy translation but wring out feelings genuinely Pinoy.

82. Cockfighting. Filipino men love it more than their wives (sometimes).

83. Dr. Jose Rizal. A category in himself. Hero, medicine man, genius, athlete, sculptor, fictionist, poet, essayist, husband, lover, samaritan, martyr. Truly someone to emulate and be proud of, anytime, anywhere.

84. Nora Aunor. Short, dark and homely-looking, she redefined our rigid concept of how leading ladies should look.

85. Noranian or Vilmanian. Defines the friendly rivalry between Ate Guy Aunor and Ate Vi Santos and for many years, the only way to be for many Filipino fans.

86. Filipino Christmas. The worlds longest holiday period. A perfect excuse to mix our love for feasting, gift-giving and music and wrap it up with a touch of religion.

87. Relatives and kababayan (countrymen) abroad. The best refuge against loneliness, discrimination and confusion in a foreign place. Distant relatives and fellow Pinoys readily roll out the welcome mat even on the basis of a phone introduction or referral.

88. Festivals. Sinulog, Ati-atihan, Moriones. Sounds, colors, pagan frenzy and Christian overtones.

89. Folk dances. Tinikling, pandanggo sa ilaw, karinosa, kuratsa, itik-itik, alitaptap, rigodon. All the right moves and a distinct rhythm.

90. Native wear and costumes. Baro't saya, tapis, terno, saya, salakot, bakya. Lovely form and ingenious function in the way we dress.

91. Sunday family gatherings. Or, close family ties that never get severed. You don't have to win the lotto or be a president to have 10,000 relatives. Everyone's family tree extends all over the archipelago, and it's at its best in times of crisis; notice how food, hostesses, money, and moral support materialises during a wake?

92. Calesa and karitela. The colorful and leisurely way to negotiate narrow streets when loaded down with a year's provisions.

93. Quality of life. Where else can an ordinary employee afford a stay-in helper, a yaya, unlimited movies, eat-all-you-can buffets, the latest fashion (Baclaran nga lang), even Viagra in the black market?

94. All Saints' Day. In honouring our dead, we also prove that we know how to live.

95. Handicrafts. Shellcraft, rattancraft, abaca novelties, woodcarvings, banig placemats and bags, bamboo windchimes, etc. Portable memories of home. Hindi lang pang-turista, pang- balikbayan pa!

96. Pinoy greens. Sitaw. Okra. Ampalaya. Gabi. Munggo. Dahon ng Sili. Kangkong. Luya. Talong. Sigarillas. Bataw. Patani. Lutong bahay will never be the same without them.

97. OCWs. The lengths (and miles) we'd go for a better life for our family, as proven by these modern-day heroes of the economy.

98. The Filipino artist. From Luna's magnificent "Spolarium" and Amorsolo's sun-kissed rice fields, to Ang Kiukok's jarring abstractions and Borlongan's haunting ghosts, and everybody else in between. Hang a Filipino painting on your wall, and you're hanging one of Asia's best.

99. Tagalog soap operas. From "Gulong ng Palad" and "Flor de Luna" to today's incarnations like "Mula sa Puso"--they're the story of our lives, and we feel strongly for them, MariMar notwithstanding.

100. Midnight madness, weekends sales, bangketas and baratillos. It's retail therapy at its best, with Filipinos braving traffic, crowds, and human deluge to find a bargain.

and thats...
100 VERY PINOY THINGS

Jusz says:

I have been to only two foreign countries ( Singapore and Hong Kong) and I admit I like what I saw. Singapore and Hong Kong are both Newly Industrialized Countries. Singapore and Hong Kong are really different compared to the Philippines. They have a cleaner, safer, and better environment for people to live in. In some cases, I admit that Singapore ang Hong Kong is better than the Philippines. It is made possible because of its citizens. The citizens of Singapore ang Hong Kong are very discplined. They follow traffic rules, they don't use the city as a big trash bin, they don't spit or pee anywhere they want to, etc. etc. etc. Most of the Filipino citizens do otherwise. That's the problem with us Filipino people we lack discipline. Based on my Economics book last school year, development means to reduce or eliminate poverty, inequality and unemployment within the context of a growing economy. Well, we don't have to be a government official to do those things. We can help our country by choosing and putting the right people in position. As a concerned sixteen-year-old Filipino citizen (who can't vote yet), I ask you to please vote for the best leaders who can somehow change the situation in our country. But of course, after the election, we just can't let the government do all the work. We, too, should do something. Be disciplined enough to follow traffic rules, use the ped xing, dispose your trash in the garbage can, pee in the proper places, etc. I want change and I'll try to start with myself. If you want change, start with yourself, too! And encourage your family to do the same, followed by your community, then your province, and then your region and eventually the Philippines. I believe that there's a bright tomorrow waiting for everyone. Mahalin natin ang Pilipinas. Hanggat maaari, huwag nating takasan ang problema ng ating bansa at huwag na ring dagdagan pa.


Wednesday, April 25, 2007

WiseDumb Kimi

Kimi sent the wisdom people some loooooove.
hehe.
Well, it's actually a text message showing how much she misses us.
Here's the message:

wisedumb exclusibew..

naaaliw aco. ang tanging 8 na babaeng mag-aaral sa USTe ay manggagaling pa sa section natin. haha. cute pa kasi iba-iba course namin. haha. at PE. yey!

alleli.
anna.
bianan.
belle.
cleo.
lynne.
vinz.

see yeh around schoolmates. haha :P

at para sa mga SLU.
takte! sinakop niyo.
andaming ednasians.
hehe.

alysz.
che.
jack.
jaja.
kaloy.
leo.
marga.
pammy.
reynan.

sa mga mafeefeeling na nagsarili.. haha. joke lang :P

drex -FEU
edward -UPANG
jes -UE
jusz -ADMU
nanah -UPD

g'luck sa pagsasarili. hehe :P

pucha! miss co na kayong lahat.. mga tae kayo. mag-load naman kayo. lalo ka na MARGA. sakim ka sa load. hahaha :P

may pahabol aco! may TUESDAY's w/ GRANNY aco. haha. lunch kami ni akulaw b. every tuesday. haha. yes naman! date kami. haha. hayy..

basta miss co na kayo. keep in touch lalo na sa mga kornyclesz ;)

wubyew wisedumbs.
mwup!

-hime kimi

waaaah! I miss the WISEDUMB people, too!
Tsk! Hindi naman matuloy-tuloy yung reunion natin!
Punta naman kayo sa school this June 4!
Kitakits naman!
Punta na nga pala ako sa Manila this June 5.
Balik ako sa Dagupan/Calasiao sa October 13 pa.

Monday, April 23, 2007

Road Trip: Vigan, Ilocos Sur


A few days before I kept on bugging my papa to let me travel again.
He told me that he was planning to bring us to Thailand but then we don't have enough time since he'll be going back to Canada on the 29th of April.
So, we thought of a place here in the Philippines where we haven't been before.
He suggested Vigan and I agreed.

We spent more or less 5 hours in the road.
When we arrived in Vigan, we ate our baon for lunch in a bench.
(Tipid ba? haha.)
After eating our lunch, we hired a kalesa.

So, we toured Vigan.
We visited the place where the original Panday movie was shoot. It was the Panday wherein FPJ has the lead role.
And then we went to see how a pot was being formed.
My lola and Tita shopped for t-shirts, pots, and other souvenirs, too.
Our next destination was in the mini zoo of Chavit Singson.
For our last destination, we visited the very old houses.
We saw the house of Father Burgos and the house of the late President Elpidio Quirino.
After the tour, we visited the church and prayed, thanking God for everything and for the wonderful experience we had that day.
Then, we're back to Dagupan and we had our dinner at Matutina's.

This is the sign of the kalesa of Manong (I don't know his name pero he is mabait talaga.)


This is where a scene of the movie Panday was shoot.


This is how the Philippines look like noong panahon ng mga Kastila...




Now this is your modern Maria Clara minus the Maria Clara outfit and the hinhin factor. =P


The old days....


My lola and me.


After a very loooooooong journey, we had a scrumptious dinner at Matutina's.


Thanks, papa! It was a wonderful trip, really! We had fun.

Kalesa: Php 150 an hour.
Visit Vigan! You won't regret anything.
The tiring trip? It's worth it!
The people there are accomodating pa!
Have fun!

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

A Year Younger...Two Years Smarter

There was this boy I met at school.
He was my classmate for three years.
The first time was when we were in sixth grade, the next was when we were Juniors and for the last time, when we were already Seniors.
He's a year younger than me but he's like my kuya.
He knows a lot.
Next to him, I'll look like an immature girl.
He's wise and smart.
He is a dreamer.
This summer, we chat and text a lot.
I don't know why. We're not really like this before.
I'm thankful, though.
Even if he discovered my little secret, he never changed.
He's still the same...only a lot better.
When we text or chat, we talk about things we never talk about before.
We update each other with the different things that's happening to us this summer or we talk about our dreams, future, or random things/topics that just pop into our minds.
Though I have deleted most of his texts, I saved some and I'll post it here:

"Ang pangarap k ksi psychiatrist sa mental or gen physcian na pmpnta sa liblib na lugar para exciting
kaw san gs2o mgtrbho?"

"I mean cum 2 thnk of it, lyf is nt stble, there is no prearanged plan, its lyk a buk stil on d proces of being writen, endles twists n trns. Change is key fctor.
If there were now crusades den were not chrstians. no world war 2, usa wnt b a major power, d namatay c ninoy bka pa marcos regime pa"

"U knw a great buk is nothn 2 do with da stry, its how an author acurately n graphcly can descrbe a chracter's emotion n bhavior, as though it goes bynd d boundaries of mere literary form and bcms real un ang mgndang libro, kya ang mga greeks msydng nhmaling d2"

Actually, there are a lot of things that he taught me.
I can't type it all here though because like what I've told you, I erased most of it.
It'll be in my heart, though.
Oh yeah!
He loves Stephen King, Mr. Coelho (sorry, I don't know the first name, is it Paolo?), and Anne Frank.
This summer he read HP books 4-6 again, Veronika Decides to Die, book given to him by Che and he also watched 5 movies.
He stays at home but comes out of their house occasionally (that is if he needs to get something in school like report card or something or if he needs to go arrange something in his school for college)
He writes very well. Just read his blog.
He will be a great doctor, philosopher, and maybe an author too, someday!

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Visual DNA

I saw this from Blake's multiply and so I decided to get one for me, too!



Friday, April 13, 2007

Eriatarka

Credits to Ms. Nancy Sanchez, a teentalker in candymag.com.


Here are some tips for incoming Ateneo freshmen; I wrote a paper on the subject for my Journalism class last semester. Good luck, guys!


# You are not allowed to smoke anywhere on campus except the designated smokers' pocket gardens (or smockets).


# "TBA" is not a room, it stands for "to be announced."


# You are actually allowed to wear anything along the corridors of the John Gokongwei School of Management, and only have to follow the dress code when you plan to enter the department office or if your teacher requires it. However, if you have the grave misfortune of running into the dean, prepare for trouble!


# Wear your I.D. at all times or the guard will apprehend you and you will be sanctioned. If you forget to bring your I.D., you can get a temporary I.D. (which is basically a slip of paper) at Xavier Hall for 30 pesos. The guards will totally chase you if you try to run away, so don't. And don't give a fake I.D. number, either; it will super !@#$ someone off to have a random Hold Order that they didn't incur come finals or enrollment time.


# "B-205" refers to Berchmans Hall, Room 205. "BEL-205" refers to Bellarmine Hall, Room 205. "C" is the Schmitt Building, also known as the Chem building, which is right next to the cafeteria, not CTC.


# Leave extra early for 7:30 a.m. classes; you are contending with the entire student population of Ateneo de Manila University High School and Grade School, and Miriam College High School and Grade School.


# Refrain from sitting at the benches within the SEC B and SEC C foyers. Most people have probably heard of the Ateneo bench culture, and that's generally where they hang out. Some people will be nice and ask you to leave nicely, some people will even let you stay there, but may mga masusungit rin. It's probably going to be super annoying (it was to me in the beginning), but then matagal nang ganyan.


# For MWF classes (which are 50 minutes long), if your teacher is 10 minutes late after the first bell, the class is considered a free cut (unless the teacher specifies otherwise, or texts the beadle to say that he/she will be late). For TTh classes (which are 80 minutes long), the waiting time is 15 minutes.


# Don't bother making out in the upper stairwells of SEC B and SEC C. Marami nang nahuli doon, and nakakahiya mahuli. The guards will generally let you finish whatever nasty things you're doing before approaching you to sanction you. Ick! (P.S. I don't know this from personal experience; upperclassmen nagsabi.)


# You can get a lot of perks from being nice to the university staff, whether the profs, the maintenance, or the people handling the equipment rental and the Office of Student Chakalore (I forget the word). Of course, it's always good for your teacher to recognize who you are so that he/she can put a face to the name in the class list during grading. You can sometimes borrow equipment (like speakers, etc.) even without a slip, if the people in charge of them like you.


# In the event that you don't have your I.D., you can avoid guards by walking through the little gardens/patches of grass with small trees between the Sec buildings, and taking the secret route behind CTC (the path beside the smocket) to Faura to SocSci.


# You don't have to "fashyown" when you go to school (though I do because I'm crazy like that and I go out after classes), but my friends says that the trick to dressing for Ateneo is to wear something light and airy, and then pack a cardigan and an umbrella in your bag. The weather is super erratic.


# A lot of the food sold on the second floor caf is discounted after 430 PM everyday.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Medical Examination + ATM

My Tita accompanied me to the hospital to have my medical examination. I need it kasi for my enrollment in the Ateneo. After my med examination, we went to the bank to open my ATM account.
Short story. Wala lang. I just want to post something on my blog. Can't think of a topic naman.
Ka-chat ko si pritong manok ngayon. Share ko lang. Bakit ba? Amiss ko met la. =P Woooh. Makalimutan ko kaya siya pag nasa ADMU na ko?
haha.
Asa pa!
Eh katabi ng
dorm ko fastfood ng Fried Chicken!
nyahaha.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Norbit

Ohwkieh.
I don't know why I chose Norbit as the title of my blog entry.
It doesn't really mean anything, it's just that my friends and I watched Norbit at the mall.
Here's what happened:

Justine B. and Ronellyn fetched me at our house at 12 noon.
We went to CSI City Mall where Gelit, Diana, Ina and Al were waiting.
We strolled around a bit.
Then we decided to watch a movie, specifically, Norbit.
I want to thank Ina Billie Chanliongco because she paid for our movie tickets.
Thank you talaga.
Sorry ha, kasi dahil sa amin wala ka nang panglaro.
Try ko makabawi next time. =D
Thank you again.
=D

Monday, April 9, 2007

Thursday, April 5, 2007

Drama Thing


RUBY BATCH!!!

I still can't understand though why people greets us "Congratulations" or "Happy Graduation".

Why do they say "HAPPY grad" when we are all sad about bidding farewell and going on our separate ways.

We've been together for how many years now. For me, I've been with you guys for nine years. Some of our batchmates have been together for thirteen years. For almost ten hours a day, almost six days a week(including gimmick days every saturdays or sometimes even sundays when we have practices), for ten months a year! Imagine how long we've been together. I believe were so close already---too close. We know each other more than our family knows us. There are certain things that we share our batchmates that our family don't know. It's hard to let go. I can't understand why fate allows us to meet at some point of our lives, bring us closer together and breaks us apart in the end. It's unfair, it's cruel. Nasanay na tayong magkakasama tapos maghihiwalay hiwalay din pala.



I really hope that our friendship is endless. You molded me into who I am right now. You took a a very big space in my heart and you'll stay there forever. You changed my life.

There are certain times wherein I would rather be with my friends than with my family. Maybe because they understand me more. They can see a different side of me that my family don't know.



Kilala ako ng friends ko. Alam nila ang flaws ko, weaknesses, pangit na ugali (like pagiging ugaw-ugaw or iyakin) but still loves me anyway. They learned to accept me rin naman in the end. It is because they TRULY love the REAL Jusz. I hate pretending. What you see in me is what you get. Be thankful nga kasi hindi ako naging fake.


The picture above is fried chicken. Haha. =P
To fried chicken:
I'm sorry if I posted your picture here.
Hindi naman nakita mukha mo eh.
They wouldn't know it's you, unless close kayo or kilala ka nila masyado.
***Inamin ko na pala sa kanya na siya nga si fried chicken dun sa letter na binigay ko nung graduation pero nalaman ko nung Batch Farewell party na matagal na pala niyang alam nung January pa! Nyikes!
I know that it doesn't really matter whether I reveal my chicken secret or not because in the end...nothing will happen.
He likes someone else and I admire him not love...it's so not a big deal.
And besides, we're friends ( I think?).
We'll be miles, miles, miles, miles away from each other but I wouldn't deny----I'll miss him.


Yeahp! Goodbye always seems to be the hardest word to say. We can't deny the fact that there is a possibility na hindi na natin makita ang isa't-isa. But still, I pray that our paths will cross again. I won't say goodbye, though. All I can say to you is "Until we meet again...I promise, it wont be long."


I know that I have not been a good girl. I made some mistakes here and there. I hurt most, if not some, of you. I uttered words you shouldn't hear, did some things you didn't like, and I had been a brat, sometimes. I'm not a perfect person , though. No one is. And here I am asking for apology. I can't promise you that I won't do it again. Sometimes, mistakes are being repeated and you can't avoid that. I believe some people hate me but well-----let's hug, anyway. This is not the time for hating each other. It's time for us to break the barrier between peace and war. Come on, let's cross the boundary and move on to the peace side. I love you and I'm sorry again.


I hope maging totoo yung nabasa niyo sa taas ^^. Whatever happens, magbago man ang lahat....friends pa rin tayo. Batchmates: magkaroon man tayo ng kanya-kanyang "new set of friends", sana may space pa rin ang "old friends" niyo sa heart niyo, ohwkieh?
Sa Grand Alumni Homecoming natin, dadalhin ko yung scrapbooks ko. Yipee! A trip down memory lane. Ang saya siguro nun noh?

Kornickles ng Wisedumb. In order to understand, the 22 students of wisdom...you must first be mentally retarded like us. That's soooo true!
Siguro akala niyo na porket wisdom kami napaka-geeky namin, pero we prove you wrong. Kami ay certified "Matatalinong Bobo".
We make things complicated.

Miss ko na kayong lahat.
By june, iba-ibang mukha na makikita natin. Not the usual---pangit and abnoi na mukha ng batchmates natin. Haha. Peace people. I love you, guys (more than you know.)
We are simply the BEST---among the WORST (wushoosh! Asa sila! I-proprove nating mali sila).

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

Sweet Messages

"aiee. ur welqam fwen. . zta tubong miqnez mhal n mhal q ae naqx! wavsz qta" ~Pam Sibal

"o0,naman .. we lav u , 4 hu u r .. un t0t0ng ikaw .. un switnes mo, argH ! ur rly diff. .. mami2s q un chkahan ntn , as a grup. un lakas ng twanan,bALaw*some text missing*" ~Alyssa Joy Torio

"I knw. Kilala kta. Peo magigiv up k b? Ndi d b? Bsta pagdating sa fuTure m alam ko d ka papatalo, wise k naman eh , yan ang magpapalakas sau. ." ~Jessica Nepomuceno

"Takot dn ako. Lhat na tau eh. Peo tlgang ganean kailangan nating pagdaanan para guminhawa dn buhai natin pagdating ng panahon. Cguro nga mahirap pero kaya dn ntin yan.." ~Jessica Nepomuceno

"loving you s all that means to me.. being happy is all id hope you'D be.. haha.. gndng gbe.." ~Hanille Reyes

"harts cud luv juz 4 a wyl. feet cud wok juz sum miles. clothes cud b n style juz a little tym bt memories w/u? hmm, it wl last til i die!" ~Jim Mark Ferrer

"Thanks f0r everytHing, i'lL misS y0u, y0u wilL always be cl0se to my heart and remEmber always as my true friend. " ~Reynan Paul Tamondong

"AwW, salamat jusz. STUdy hard s colej ha? Wag m0 po. tAke caRe of y0urSeLf ha? Khit d n tau kta c0lej, i wil never 4GeT u at kung meh pR0blem ka po, txt m0 lng ako and i'm 0lways reDy 2 help u. mwah." ~Reynan Paul Tamondong

"Dagdag mo to dun.. At pagwala c che,dyn naman c arbin at c God eh.. At pag wala c arbin at che..andyan parn c God..at pagandyan clang dlwa.. Andyan parn c God" ~Arvin Paolo Sotes

"iloveyou ! i think you're one of the sweetest in our batch . i really appreciate the things you gave me , i kept all of them . those are the treasures i won't exchange for anything else ! i'm glad you're still the sweet , caring , thoughtful 'jusz' i used to know . ILOVEYOUFRIEND , not jusz an ordinary friend but a friend beyond words , beyond time , a friend 'til the end ! muuaaah ! -vinz , march 29, 2007 ,10:50" ~Vinizza Caballero

"'lam m0 kht gnyan ka napr0ve k0 tlga na caring at l0ving pers0n ka k2lad ko tnx 4 evrythng d kta mkklmtan. .luv u" ~Mikhael Malapit

"0k lng yan mdmi ka mamemeet..ang importante nkilala mu n kme" ~Nathaniel Ruisan

"Isipin m na lng na parang isa i2ng advntre mrmi kng mdidscvr n bgung bgay indpendntly" ~Karlo Camagay

"Mgnda nga un atleast exctng buhay d bltant n apasakey" ~Karlo Camagay

"Sbi pa nga ni dumbledore; theres nothn 2 b afraid of darknes, death, solitde or change it is only d unknown one is afraid of" ~Karlo Camagay

"I'll miss u" ~Nathaniel Ruisan